I won $3 today on a lottery ticket so I decided to let it ride and used the winnings to buy three more tickets, the dream would be to win enough money to just be able to make my own art and support myself off that. Till then, I'm hopeful because my dad was able to get me an interview at his work, it would be really great if they hired me so I could move out of my parent's house. I really miss living on my own, and I especially miss having the opportunity to make art. My friends are harassing me that I need to go work on my photography. I do, though there really isn't anything I wan to photograph here. I can't do a model constructed reality shoot just because my parents would freak (really my mother would freak because she doesn't want anyone think she is anything other than completely "normal") and the people here are so in everyone's business they'd talk. I don't have to money to go to Seattle right now. If I got a job, not only could I possibly start REALLY making art again, but I'd have the money and freedom to do so. I'm so fucking annoyed and tired of making digital art. Diggie Art is great and all but I want to paint and draw and really take photos with full sets and costumes and lighting. I'm so tired of being here. I really hope I get onto work of art, it would be so great to get the exposure for my art and maybe the money to really start my own art practice. Of course I thought my BFA show would sell out and that would take care of that.
P.S.
I'm trying out a free digital version of oblique strategy cards, I'll tell you later what I think of them.
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