I'll keep dreaming

Well I decided to post my resume on the New York City Craigslist.  I figure there's always a chance I might get a full on bite.  Unfortunately I can't afford to travel cross country for a little nibble at the line again.  It really sucks that I'm missing the Hassleblad photo conference in New York today.  I keep getting asked for a business card so I finally designed one that I actually like.  I've got the design saved online and I'll buy some as soon as I get my pay check.  Sitting here and sending my creative energy out into the universe, its a nice ritual for myself.  Even if nobody is reading this now, maybe they'll use excerpts from my blog in my eulogy, I hope there's some piece of deep wisdom they can extract from here.  I feel like I keep saying the same things over and over again but I don't actually get anywhere.  I'll figure it out eventually.