Won't Stop Believing...

I REFUSE to give up on my dreams.  For some stupid reason I keep trying to barter with myself to find something almost as good that would make me almost as happy but I need to pursue my dreams.  I want to be a working gallery and museum artist, it's what I went to school for and have devoted the last twelve years of my life working towards.  That's right this is what I've been trying to do since high school, and no I don't give a crap that its been slow going.  While I have a lot of unrelated side projects that I think would be fun they are electives in my school of life and I want to focus on my major which is being an artist.  I'm still really sad that Work of Art got cancelled but I've applied to a reality show on MTV working with Kelly Cutrone, who's a PR expert that is looking to help out young creatives.  I'm hoping beyond all hope she'll pick me as one of her proteges and help me attain my dream of being a working artist.