I will do whatever it takes

So right now I'm on the HCG diet, and depending how well that works I may do some lipo in conjunction to speed along the process. My goal weight right now is probably 140lbs to 150lbs. So anyway what does this have to do with art you ask? Well my cousin who is involved with marijuana growers refused to give me a job growing (which would have easily covered my expenses.) My parents are trying to push me into nursing but I'm only taking the prerequisites because they said I have to if I'm going to continue living here. My plan as it stands is to continue with the taking classes at the community college, see if it will bring my GPA up enough that I can get into grad school, and keep doing everything I can to get thinner. My plan is that once I've reached my goal weight I shall either go into the military (so long as DADT is repealed) or become a stripper, and I kind of think being a stripper would be more fun and slightly less likely to get shot. Then the money from being a solider/stripper will be used for a couple of other things, one is going to this tattoo school in Thailand, another is that I think I would like to go to CAL ARTS for their character animation program and the third thing would be to possible go get an MFA but I'm not sure what in yet. Beyond all that though I want the opportunity to continue pursuing my art and trying to live a life that makes me happy, I would not be happy as a nurse and I'm tired of my parents trying to push me into it. I want to keep pursuing film making and my other visual arts and I will do anything it takes to make that happen and to become the very best I can be.